Melt My Bones

I've been here before
Swore I'd never come here again
But you had such a way
Of drawing me in.

Glad I gave you a chance
Happy I let you in
Nothing to regret, but
I wish we'd only had more time.

So I'll 
Lock myself in a dark room
With a mug of tea and my
Melancholy mood

One day I will get over it
But we know that's gonna take time
I don't let go too easily
I fight so hard things slip away
And I'll be numb for months on end,
Separated from a friend

My soul it craves communication
My brains found a drug in pure elation
Withdrawal is setting in
And so, I'll be withdrawn and icy cold
In my veins

Anxiety will flare, nothing I
Can do about it
I will let the nature of emotion take its course,
Cry it out
And move on

I keep thinking of you
You'll never leave my mind
Something good bloomed
Between you and I

I have no regrets.
I am pleased with myself
For taking the leap
To let you explore who I am
Now I go down for 
Hibernation's nap

One last thing—I'm 
Happy I did not cut you off
Push you away
Grateful to have felt your 
Embrace
Melt my bones with you.