I Probably Don’t

Can it be over?
Can all this trouble
Finish yet? I'm so
Tired of your nonsense 
And the problems that we
Try to forget.

I'm feeling really lonely
Living here in my shell
There's a spot in my heart
That won't start to heal
And when it will, we may
Never tell.

It'd help if you'd let it be
Let it go, send them all away
I'm so tired of all you suitor talk
It drags me down nearly every day.

Letters once were pick-me-ups
Now they're only drag-me-downs.
And I feel like a ghost as I
Wander around
Alone on this desolate ground.

You're not the person you once were
Used to say you'd never
Let me go—
And like a fool I used to believe it.
But do I believe now? I don't know
I probably don't
And it'll be hard
To trust again.